My name is Caitlin Trakalo and I’d like to share my story of how Bikram yoga became a permanent part of my life in September, 2009. It came as a result of an accident that happened on May 25, 2008. It’s important to say I am able to share my words with strength, courage, and determination because of my Mom and Dad. They never gave up on me and my healing, even when I had. It is because of their encouragement that I am proving the odds wrong, and is what led me to start Bikram yoga.

My accident was life changing and occurred while I was overseas on vacation. I was in an extremely bad ATV crash and I’m lucky to be alive today. Essentially, I shattered both of my ankles and was wheelchair bound for almost three months. I lost all muscle memory in my legs and I learned how to walk and use my legs again during my rehabilitation.

June 1, 2009 I was told by my surgeon that any further progress in my healing was unlikely. At this point my range of motion let me barely bend my knees and pain was constant. When I wasn’t wearing supportive footwear I got around by walking on my tippy toes because my ankles could not accommodate my feet to walk flat on the ground.

One day my Dad suggested I check out a hot yoga studio. We had heard of these ‘miracle stories’ of people overcoming serious physical odds because of hot yoga. I didn’t have anything to lose and after some research I bit the bullet and took my first bikram yoga class ever at Stafford Street Hot Yoga. I completed my first class and left with a raging headache and a very sore body, but I came back the next day for more.

I noticed a positive difference in my ankles after 4 consecutive classes. I practiced consistently for a year and it was the only form of physical activity I incorporated in my day-to-day routine. During this time I met with my doctor to discuss talks of cutting my right Achilles tendon in three places in an attempt to improve my range of motion. And the diagnosis? They determined my range of motion was still improving and the surgery was not recommended! All my hard work in the hot room was paying off!!

The conversations I have had with staff at the studio have taught me to just have faith in myself, and the yoga as well. It led me to stop setting unrealistic timelines and expectations, and was a release of the unhealthy amount of stress and pressure I was putting on myself to fix my feet. I was shown that it would never be easy, and that it will hurt like hell before it gets better. The determination I gain from doing it the hard way is immeasurable and I have learned that emotional healing is just as important as physical. It just takes those tough loving people in our lives to give us a shake and open our eyes to it!

I do not think I would be where I am without the yoga I found at Stafford Street Hot Yoga. Today I still walk with a slight limp, but I prefer to call it a swagger, and I do not walk on my tippy toes anymore. I can also bend my knees enough to go into a low squat. The sharp pains have lessened into more of an annoying ache and my body’s improvements have allowed me to push my limits and enjoy other physical activities I thought I would never be able to do again. I know I have a little further to go with my recovery and I truly believe that with dedication this yoga will take me to even higher healing. Thank you for taking the time to read my story.